Dear Mr. Phillips,

 

                      Thank you for this very TIMELY word of encouragement.  It popped up my computer screen as I was sobbing while writing on my FACEBOOK profile about the current refining moment of my walk in HIM, specially, in the area of my MARRIAGE and FAMILY life. 

                        My husband has been advised by our church Senior pastor and the "supposedly Christian lawyer" he referred him to to file a legal separation against me when my "supposedly Christian partners" who also goes to our church were given the "go signal" to take me and my food service company, FEEDING 5000, Inc. to court. 

                        If it registered at all in your memory, I was the one who could not take it, broke down and run to the bathroom at the last SAICFF Film Academy when either you or Mr. Botkins spoke of  "supposedly Christian lawyers and pastors" who teach their clients and sheepfold to do that which is an abomination to the LORD.  My husband has just told me that both Senior and Church pastor and lawyer deems it to be in our best legal interests not to be seen still going to church and seemingly living happily ever after.  Despite the chain of betrayals and hurt I  have been experiencing since the festival, especially after how GOD is seemingly nagging me with the "FIREPROOF" movie, I stayed and begged GOD to let me see my husband, my son and my church leaders and brethren from HIS eyes and heart.  I have not stopped loving him, although admittedly, the trust has diminished.

                     While all this is happening, GOD has been faithfully showing and clarifying HIS vision and provision for my FILM MAKING career.  He has led me on a 5 month detour on what I now see as the EVANGELISM  and LOVING OUT LOUD, JESUS' way spiritual boot camp via the HORIZON SCHOOL of EVANGELISM in San Diego.  God had repeatedly shown that HE is our JEHOVAH JIREH among my 100 or so classmates.

                       As of this writing, the testing is on again.  Financial and Family matters.  I want to do only that which is from HIM.  I still have not heard from GOD's still small voice, not read from my daily reading that it is alright for me to leave as my husband and my pastors and their recommended lawyer advised.

                      Please keep our family in your prayers.

 

In CHRIST,

 

Rosella dela Paz Gordon

Spotlight on JESUS Productions, Inc.